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[24 Jul 2004|01:11pm] "man, you're jailbait, and i'm wasted" "man, you're drizzunk and you feel so good" 2 Y  kick the baby

[20 Jul 2004|02:27pm] this is me updating for ANGELA BENDER - because .. i'm her whore. LOVE 1 Y  kick the baby

[18 Jun 2004|12:58pm] 1 Y  kick the baby

[17 Jun 2004|12:32pm] join ____lovely cause i fucking said.</span> 1 Y  kick the baby

[10 Jun 2004|09:12am] ten days till kurtis comes back .. <3 this will make me smile till then DOOD... sponsered in part by: carlee .. :-D <33333 KICK THE FUCKING BABY! 7 Y  kick the baby

[18 May 2004|07:26pm] i won't give in this time. fuck you. kick the baby

[15 May 2004|01:37pm] www.xanga.com/soco_fall kick the baby

[12 May 2004|06:20pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | pgmg-thegetaway ]   this reminds me of bryan sauber. like no other. seventh grade he used to do the ''wax on wax off'' thing on my desk. well everywhere. and then the little chinese looking guy reminds me of kung pow, at bryan's with harry and jayson and weed. (sean) yeh. good ol' days. i need a hot compress for my neck. bye now.   kick the baby

[12 May 2004|06:09pm] whatever. 1 Y  kick the baby

first comes love then comes marriage ... [10 May 2004|08:56pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | prettygirlsmakegraves_moresweetsoul ] kay eye es es eye en gee     i heart  you 5 Y  kick the baby

welcome passengers this is your captian speaking [09 May 2004|05:03pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | nothing now. ] fun filled day today. yeh. so i had to go to church. refused to sit in there cause i think i have a cold. and i was all sniffly. then uhm .. chinese with the parents and gma. crazy ladies talking not my language. fish eyes. movie place. rented movies. that's where i'm headed now. shower, movies, sleep. no internet i'm real sick of it. no need for it really. oh yes, i forgot to talk about soundwaves cause i totally forgot i even went there for a little. but yeh. sat around in the begining, danced with corissa, kid threatened to SLAP her. ha. cause of natalie with fire around his car. i guess i wouldn't be to trusting either :) joke. corissa looked cute with her bow. i must admit. heather looked mad i think. :-/ .... saw eden. she was mad too i think. wow i'm so going backwards. not in order at all. joey wrote on me. kurt drew some pretty cool pictures on my arms, damn cameras broken. FUCK. yeh. went on an "adventure" with kurt. just kurt. not an adventure like yesterday but. a good one :) <3 yeh. OH i soooo saw a bus today that was for sale *tour bus* it made me think of corissa and our doggy pillow tour bus. like fucking woah. okay well yeh. i'm going now to do nothing :) i love you. 3 Y  kick the baby

i'd like to hold her head underwater [08 May 2004|07:23pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | sublime_dointime ] just got home from being with kurt casey bone and redarms most of the day, there was another guy too, chris? i don't remember. went to wendys .. bone couldn't remember any orders so redarms is like just fucking drive away fucking drive (had to be there) so we went on an adventure (me kurt bone redarms .. casey i thought was going for natalie but went somewhere else i guess) and we found this place. i so fucking wish i would have had my camera. we called it a run down kiddy porn dungeon ... bone called it the kiddy porn drive in. hacked like there was no tomorrow. the place was crazy. fucking echos. holy shit. i was so zoned out. then we uhhh met up with casey at the getty, called for natalie she was sleeping, so no to going to her house tonight i suppose. so i came here instead of going to a party. i should have went but i was pushing my luck going out two nights in a row. two days at that. my parents don't trust teenagers driving me, they trust casey now though :) awesome. now we just need natalie's dad to stop being "asian" and let her. anyway. yeh. man. i could use a cold shower. hardcore. like woah. uuhhhhhh yeh. i'm going now. <3 i love you. "cause' your pretty" 1 Y  kick the baby

dump me over the fucking bridge and walk the FUCK away. [06 May 2004|04:37pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | myruca--sublime ] okay so i didn't update yesterday cause i was at the school serving beautiful detention till 4:10 and then i left with kurt and went to his house. there till ten (I <3 him) then i went to bed when i got home cause i was MAD tired [hit me if i EVER say that again, EVER] so yeah. then today everything was just bullshit. i hate when i get days like these cause nothing really was wrong just school stuff and teachers, and i felt like i was being really unfair not talking to my friends and all that. if my FUCKING mother would get my FUCKING medicine i NEED then i wouldn't be like this. she worries about "the long run" .. fuck the long run what about NOW!? ..... fuck her. fuck all those FUCKING idiots. i said fuck alot. i'm sorry. more drugs. i love you. 1 Y  kick the baby

found in a pearl white straightjacket splattered in blood [04 May 2004|09:25pm] [ mood | wheres kurt ] [ music | nirvana ] ten questions, are there ten? GOTCHA that'd be eleven. foo' here it goes: # whats your fondest memory of me? # whats the first thing that comes to mind when you see me? # if we were to go on a first date would you give me your real phone number? # if you knew I was calling, how many times would you let it ring before picking up? # if you could take back our friendship/relationship, would you [why?] # what would you label me as if you had to? # if you could dress me what store would buy clothes from for me? # do I resemble anyone famous [who?] # since your filling this out does that mean you love me? # was this a lame survey? [insert heart here] 8 Y  kick the baby

[03 May 2004|08:19pm] like woah. kick the baby

im just a whore and life is a wet dream. (theme of that simple plan song .. bleh) [01 May 2004|08:19pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | none. ] isolated in this little computer room with the dog. three little terd children running around. well no. i like erin, she's ok. but the other two that are her friends need to go. the one (girl) she spases out at her parents and i mean i'm not one to say ''hey, be nice to your parents,'' but her parents are so nice to her and she's just a little cunt whore. ehh here comes the little cunt whore now (you understand that nickname makes no sense, she's like seven.) to tell you the truth i thought up that nickname coming home from a walk down the street. i'm so hardcore like that. like none otha. hmm i hope those people go home so i don't have to hear them, and so i can take the dog outside because he's been locked up all because of them. gosh i don't want to be here. no you know, i would want to be here, if this wasn't against my will and if i could see kurt. :-/. whatever. THERES SO MUCH TO COMPLAIN ABOUT i feel guilty for complaining to jeff (harkcom) but right now he's one of the only people that listens and doesn't get frustrated with me. cause he's cool like that. my parents being at camp makes me sad. not because they're gone cause i couldn't care less but because i keep picturing our little group  on the back deck, me jeff that red head girl and jake and NOLAN <3!! that's all i can picture. (nolans a joke) lol. and i just miss everyone :(. nothings the same anymore. BRAIDEN LEITH GALSON IS COMING HOME SOON. (letting you all know cause i know you're all just so excited like me) some people need to leave me alone. no wonder i don't get to drive anywhere with teenagers, they come to my house and leave alcohol lay, if that's not suspicious then i don't know what is. i wouldn't drive with someone if i didn't trust them.     ok i'm gone now. done complaining for now.       i love himmm. 2 Y  kick the baby

[30 Apr 2004|04:55pm] polkadot. 4 Y  kick the baby

nazi salute [20 Apr 2004|03:47pm] Happy Birthday Hitler ........ "shut up, or i'll shoot you, wow, maybe i shouldn't say that, fifth anniversary of columnbine ... oooppps" this is me updating for errrrkkaaa. (say it like errbuddy like in that err budy in the club gettin tipsay) woo. Happy Birthday Barbara <3 EX OH 8 Y  kick the baby

don't sugar coat it sweetie .. [15 Apr 2004|07:24pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | yeahyeahyeahs ] so yesturday i went to coffee house with corissa. it was alright, if tonya and them didn't go it wouldn't have been as fun just cause they're funny and some poems were highly pathetic. After that i went to corissas ... we were not photogenic. Something was wrong or something i don't know. I picked up her Tarot cards and they were in a black cover and she told me that you can't set them on any surface without the black cover. Well i knew that because of previous experiences but she said they had to be in a certain way. ofcourse she only told me that after we saw these orb looking things in this picture. we were taking pictures before and after and only right after i opened them were there orbs. We were like wooahhh. Awesome. look close ...   So then we remembered that her gma didn't write a note for me so we snuck on the internet to see if kourtni was on to ask her and after all that trouble we went through she wansn't on :( well that's okay everything worked out. I think the funniest thing that happened was me and corissa were like "okay man lets not take showers and just go to school cause we don't care" not even like 10 minutes later she was standing in the bathroom saying, does my hair smell, ohhh my ears does it smell and we ended up washing some of her hair. jeeze. she's insane. So we got in bed, chocolate and greentea .. blehh. stale peeps <3 ....... talked till three in the mownin' ... ha. had to run to the bus. the day was ok. "we have POSITIVE ATTITUDE TODAY" ... lol. asian voice. everything is asian voice these days. okay well im done typing nothing too exciting happened today durring school i don't think. or maybe it did and it will come to me later when i couldn't care less about lj. BYee. ( insert emo lyrics here ) 10 Y  kick the baby

and then i fall to pieces -- (yes, pIEces.) [13 Apr 2004|03:37pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | nothing ] wow i just so did my entire livejournal and i just accidently erased it -- i will write when i get home -- i'm angry now. LOVE LOVE LOVVAHH -- 1 Y  kick the baby

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